Ran

22 year old college senior
undergrad. There's a lot I can say, but essentially I'm chillin

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Short Update
September 14, 2011
How are you all doing!? Me? I'm just kinda bummed about my employment status. I am back at "Square 1". On the internet applying for jobs. When it comes to jobs, the internet needs to be regulated. These companies should at least honor your application with a response. You don't know if they'll ever get to you. But if you're one of their customers who's late on a payment they will not hesitate to contact you. SMH.
Not having a job is annoying. But I'm not giving up hope. I just don't see any signs of me giving hope up. I just have a feeling it will be alright, I don't know if I'm right, I just get good feelings. I know I can get something that wouldn't do my four whole years of college no justice, but I'm holding that off.
Until then I'm on the hunt. Looking for career fairs. I'm meeting with a temp agency tomorrow. I heard those things are kinda suspect. Guess I'll find out. Later. Oh yeah I'm gonna change this layout eventually. That shoudn't be too hard since all I gotta do is copy and paste. LOL (I don't steal)


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What's Happening
July 25, 2011
What's up y'all? How you doin'? Not to sound like a hater, but I hope y'all are behind on your blogs like me. I hope haven't missed anything. And I just wanna take the time out to say thank you to my readers.

Lately, I've been applying to jobs and chillin. Honestly I can say I'm tired of vacation. I know, crazy, right? Lol. Then when I'm working Imma be complainin'. My job search is finally making some progress I can say. I just had an interview this past Friday. I'm heading to a job fair on Tuesday, so I'll call it "Square 2".

The interview went well for me. I did my homework on the company, and the way I communicated about myself was clear. They said they'll let me know, so I'll just have to wait. I hope I get this job. It's in a great location; they have a proactive stance on hiring and training recent college graduates. It's great experience, possible to move up, and honestly the way I see it a generous opportunity.
Question: How do you deal with Stress?
They asked me that, and I said I don't get too emotional. I just try to get through the day, and then zone out in front of the TV. It's true, I just hope they believe me lol. Am I supposed to say I do yoga or something? I feel that's a trick question.

What I really wanted to say was: I don't treat people badly just because I'm in a bad mood. I whole heartily believe it's wrong to take your frustrations out on an innocent person. Damn. Had I said that, that would have been some major points! Oh well, my only mishap.


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Oh By The Way... I Graduated!
June 17, 2011
It's been a firm month since graduation lol, and longer than that since I've last blogged. Well first of all I'm gonna say I will miss the college life, and overall just the safety net of youth. It was nice while it lasted... That life will always be apart of me, especially considering my childish tendencies. It's over now.

My Graduation was great! I'm sorry, but I don't know why some people say the ceremony was boring. I'll agree the formalities are a bit over the top, but I enjoyed it. The bugs were such a pest though since it was outside...
Uh oh Story Time.
When I was a freshman, in my first ever seminar class, one of my favorite professors took my class on a field trip. It wasn't a real field trip. It was just a walk outside to where the graduation spot was going to be, when it was our time. I believe I knew the significance of that walk. I'll admit that I love of the "cheesy" moments in life, but, to me, that's what life's about. That walk was never really in my mind throughout my college, but seeing how I made it,
it's nice to look back on that memory.
As I was saying, graduation was lovely. The best part was my commencement speaker Liz Walker! She's a journalist, one of the first black anchors, she got a bunch of credentials, and blah, blah, blah. One interesting thing about her is she's a pastor, so instead of it being a normal speech, she preached up in that mutha! She spoke about how
Love changed the world.
It wasn't that normal type of Love were so accustomed to today. It was that type of Love Jesus gave. That crazy, Love your enemy type Love. Why? It's the same kind of Love that was exhibited during the Civil Rights Movement. Dr. King had to convince others to believe in. He got people with families and their own agendas to worry about to believe in his philosophy. Wow. Those people are a lot more courageous than I realize. Imagine what's it's like to be in the shoes of a protestor of that time. I believe some of their motivation may have came from wanting to make the future better for upcoming generations, but that's not all.
I believe their pride came from standing up for what they believe in.
The Civil Rights Movement was bound to happen, and without the leadership of Dr. King it could have went about in a different way. Liz pointed out this is one time using Love as weapon worked. I'm so glad she preached at our graduation! I will always remember that speech. I will always remember who my commencement speaker was. Regis actually got the right person for the job! lol I'm surprised.

Now I have my Bachelors Degree. I'm not that amped about it. It's nice to have, no lie, but I need the job. That's when I'll start to get excited. I don't have much experience in my life so I feel that I have to relive my teenage years I guess you can say. I might be bagging up groceries for 2 years. Oh God I hope not! I just wanna start my career. Getting that entry level job will help me determine where I want to put my focus.


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Just Gonna Let It All Out
April 8, 2011
No I don't have any real problems, even if I did I personally wouldn't blog about them. I usually keep the deep stuff to myself. Good or bad. Just cause I feel it's better this way. People discuss their... Everything, out on these social networking sites and subject themselves to the responses they receive. Not me. No thank you.

Whoo I just dropped some knowledge on y'all. For someone my age I just feel I have so much wisdom. I don't share that either unless someone asks me for my opinion. I'm no missionary. I just try to live life the best way can. Even though I feel I have so much wisdom, I will always refer to myself as being immature. I just feel I will always be a kid. I won't be mentally impaired, and think I'm really five. But I will always be subject to childish things and behaviors. Hey it's better than being an "adult" who still has it all confused.

I'm just blogging. Anything that just came to mind I just said. It's 3:26AM I'm just layin in bed and blogging on my iPod and listening to music. I need some new music. Just haven't been listening. Maybe I should just throw shit on my iPod like everybody else. It's just easier that way. By the way I got the Chris Brown Fame.
Like I really bought it.
I'm a fan of his music, but I feel myself becoming less of a fan lately. He's just becoming too high profile doing all types of wild shit. I heard about the GMA shit, and I just ask myself "Why?" What's so funny was I heard he ran out the GMA studio with his shirt off. Lmaoooo
Really... "Why?"
Tired now time for bed.


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How long has it been?
March 19, 2011
Hey everyone! Thanks for still coming to my site lol. It's ONLY been a month. It's cool though. I've been busy and when I wasn't busy I was chillin on my xbox and on my couch watching TV. Just got off spring break :( , now I'm back in school. SMH. Oh Shoutout to Tamara for saying she comes to my blog to listen to music :) that made me feel good.

My life has been the same old same old. I gotta find things to blog about. So I think I'll just talk about things I see on the news. I'll just try to find the funny things I see. I made this blog intended to get laughs, and to grow into a funny person. In real life I'm so serious. I don't talk much unless we have a close relationship as friends. Someone I can relate to. My own family, like the older people I can't really relate to, so I can never fully understand why people are amp to see their grandparents lol. I get happy for one day, but after that it kinda like
....Well that was nice, you can go home now.
I don't know yall lol. I'm sorry.





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